2nd March '07
It was hard fitting all 5 of our faces in 'cause Vicky's hand was too short. haha!
I just had to put this up. heh heh.
So it was C9's almost complete (except for YP and Trena) gathering on Friday. Eun,Vicky and me reached earlier than the rest so we queued up first. BIG mistake 'cause we waited for an hour before there were seats for us. While waiting, we tooked some photos and each of us pretended to be an easel.
eunice gets a 9/10 for her expression.
2/10. Actually I should just delete this photo altogether 'cause I have no idea what Vicky was trying to act sulky at.lol.
I give myself an 8. Know why? 'Cause I showed only my eyes. The full face would definitely be awarded a 10. But that's only because I'm the judge, of course.
I love my red nails
And guess what came through the post on Wednesday? My acceptance letter to Murdoch :(
It won't matter now that I'm not going. Still a little bummed about it.
I've officially graduated from Temasek Polytechnic after completing my last exam on Thurs. It's weird to know that I have nothing to 'look' forward to now that I'm done with school. Previously I knew another term would start soon. But I'm completely free. I have to start making concrete plans and make sure my 2 months of freedom before I commence Univrsity is not spent friviously. The past few days have been going about catching up on my free time, doing things I like best and spending time with people who mean much to me. So Thurs after Law exam was with Jules, Li ang, Vanessa and Esther at Tampines for awhile before they rush off to church and dinner. These are the friends from Poly who keep me sane and make BMR and Media Law bearable. Then it was Fish and Co. with Jason leezzzzz and JingYi and her friends. Point to note: fish and co was actually my second dinner 'cause I had Pepper lunch with Jules and co right before that. lol. And Yes, right after fish and co was Bedok 85 'cause Supper Gang summoned the rest of us to Pasir Ris central which I verbally opposed to 'cause seriously, there's so much Beef La Mian you can take in a month. I suggested 85 and most of them went along except for the 3 boys who can crawl to Pasir Ris central back and forth within 5 minutes (slight exageration there) namely, Gerard,Rongjie and Jing Wei. So it was Johnny,Mengye, Jason leezzzzz, JingYi, Jasper, Kwok Seng and me. Of course, I had my favourite-ss-ss-ss Green Tea Tang Yuan :D And I went home on Thursday like a bloated fish.
Then came Friday which was with my favourite-ss-ss-ss homies yo. (Ok just trying to insert some hip-hop crap here. Random!). Actually, my favourite girls. 7 of us with the exception of YP and Trena. Sat was cell day and today was Church day. After church was lunch and then did a little shopping with Jingyi at Bugis. After which, headed to Daniel's birthday bash. And here I am typing this at 12.30a.m. Before I take a bow and you move on to the next interesting blog, here's something serious that I'm gonna try to put to words.
I really feel that Generations needs drastic changes. Change in the people's attitudes, change in our relationship with God, Change of hearts. I'm provoked that some of you talk about backsliding like you want another glass of coke. What's with this flippant attitude? It's NOT funny when you backslide. Even more so that these are the words coming from someone who has been in church for sometime. Please. I'm nowhere near mentioning names and pinpointing. I have my own faults,my own flaws. But let's move on from our mistakes and problems. Let's just get over them. I don't care who's reading this. What I'm saying is, and I'm talking to every believer here, enough of weak faith. Enough of going through the motions. Enough of standing by watching when my Pastor's sharing his heart. Even during service today the Presence of God was so evident and yet I could feel even when I was praying that some people were so ignorant to what was going on. It's as though they're walking with mud on their eyes. WAKE UP. Seriously. You're excused if you're new and you don't understand anything about feeling God. I'm talking to people who feel God's presence and refuse to run with it. I'm talking to people who think it's alright if they don't pray and not read the Word and think they're walking right with God. I'm talking to people who make light of God's word. So what if we have 400 youths? If most of them are not serious and think that church is some social club, then I'll rather we lose some people and have 200 people full-on for Jesus. If the attitude towards God is that you have problems right now and you can't care less about Him or you think church is boring and you're only here week after week cause of your friends, then let me enlighten you on something. Jesus didn't die for you only for you to say 'i'm backsliding 'cause cell is boring.' If I can be so upset over your attitude, imagine the Lord's grief. He did so much for you, and all He wants is to spend some time with You. Stop going around busying yourself with temporal fun, punching people and all these nonsense. Start living your life right man. Enough said.
I wrote my heart down.
11:13 PM