To my BFFFL:

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!!? i miss you. :(

ok i know i know..you are working. But STILL. at least ask me out for lunch or send me a decent sms lar.and i probably should stop typing cause you won't be reading this anyway.

Post-script: Just needed to get it out of my chest!

Moving on..Guess i'll update a little on what's been going on..

1. had the last 2 Thursdays off from school since i finished my CDS already.

2.Met up with Vicky last Friday, had lunch together and went to her house to hang out..wanted to go somewhere further..maybe town..but wasn't feeling well. Sorry girl. She said i was scary cause my hands were freezing cold. hahaha..but i'm swelling well now.Sheesh, isn't that such a rip-off from the original expression but then again, at least i used some imagination.


3.Met up with Trena and Sha for 2 consecutive weeks on the last 2 wednesdays...which were pretty fufilling slacking sessions. Again, what a stupid remark. How can slacking sessions be fufilling? But in my case, they were. We had Carl Jr. at Marina square that day and it's such a typical American fast-food restaurant joint. At least, that is what i envisioned it to be. The burger i had was pretty good but i wanted to try something else. hmm..another time perhaps? We went up to window shop a little and i went back to Rastafari. I think i have something for the stuff there..i dont leave that place empty-handed. I bought myself a pair of air-brushed earrings which i wore to school that day. (yes May, that Retro looking one! Hahaha) We went back to Trena's place and watched Fear Factor while eating IndoMee. Played with Trena's puppies (barely,now) and they jumped all over me. I hope i do not develop a chronic fear for animals. Sha hogged the comp and we ended up pushing and grabbing each other while someone's conversation box was opened.AHEM.

4. Last Sunday I hang ard in church till 4..about 10+ people crammed into a small office just playing game after game of foozball. Entertainment at its best.hahaha.

5. End of school term! I don't know to say if it was a relief or a regret. This term,like previously, just flew by without much notice and again, i breezed through it like a zombie. I thank God for the few people in school who keeps me sane. Seriously. Of course, I thank God Himself for bringing me through all these bumpers. It's been a tough semester, but little compared to what others face.When i look at my problems again for the second,third and forth time, it diminishes abit each time. ' A man who can bear all, dare all.'- something i learnt yesterday. and something all of you all can pick up too :)

History Maker - Delirious?

is it true today that when people pray
cloudless skies will break
kings and queens will shake
yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you
is it true today that when people pray
we'll see dead men rise
and the blind set free
yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you
I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
into your arms, into your arms again
into your arms, into your arms again
well it's true today that when people stand
with the fire of God, and the truth in hand
we'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
we'll see broken hearts making history
yes it's true and I believe it
we're living for you

Hellooooo ALL..

On a fateful Thursday night, i've fallen ill. and? i have school tmr from 9a.m. till God-knows-when. Have to wear formal.. attend AGM..council meeting..zone website..and at the same time, i'm choking down mugs of water trying to ease my sore throat.

:(

i want to hibernate in bed! Can someone tuck me to sleep,feed me cookies and sing me a switchfoot song?

WARNING: This National Day post contains zlich amount of patriotism

Don't get me wrong. I'm not about to run an anti-PAP rally anytime..It's just that i can't feel any excitement in my bones. I woke up at 2p.m. today for starters.Walked around my house like a zombie and settled down with a plate of Nasi Lemak. After late lunch,I proceeded to switch on my computer and aimlessly surfed some sites while pondering how in the world i am going to go about doing my project which is due this thursday, and have yet to start on. And here I am typing this.

and yet, i have gotten the big picture. Despite my incredibly lousy results this semester, I do not lament as much as before anymore. Because the key to contentment is not to count your failures or pick on your incapabilities but through counting little things you have. If there is one thing i learnt this week, it is that we are all created with limitations. Only God is perfect is every aspect. For such a long time i've wondered where my talents are. Some are natural-born musicians while some are just plain smarty-pants. I am neither. I can't sew, i am not THAT creative and i can't draw for nuts. I'll be lying if i told you i am completely happy with myself. If there is one thing i want, i want to be able to sing well. I don't know where that came from, but i really want to do that and play the guitar. I want to pen down my utmost feelings, create a tune and play it. But if i am not able to do that, then it's alright. I'll still count my blessings.

Guys, when you are reading this, remember to leave me a tag and tell me what your talents are and what you think my talents are as well. (:

Here's a short post before i run off to do my sociology journal..

Had lunch with Trena and Sha today at Engineering canteen..then we headed to comp lab cause they wanted to print some stuff..after that,vicky came along too and joined us..Bell dropped by for awhile and headed for her tutorial at 3pm..After which, Vicky and me went to Trena's house and played with her not-so-small-anymore puppies.Teara seemed like she was in a fiery mood today..can't stop biting anything she saw..and Rusty is already 2kg..fat sole!!!(alternatives:soul,seoul,so,(insert correct spelling here))

Today, i also felt like a fool. And no, not becuase i laughed loudly in the middle of the business school,fell down and totally embarrassed myself by screaming and not because i cracked a joke and was the only one who laughed.(hahaha sob) nonono..it's not. It's a different situation. And trust me, i think i would rather have been in any of the situations stated above than this.

sighs.