Some days I feel like everything's alright. In the comfort of my friends, the world's at my fingertips and all fluffed-up. I don't feel alone. Some days, I just feel that it's all spiralling downwards. I KNOW I'm loved. I KNOW I shouldn't be feeling upset. I KNOW that it's not worth crying over it and it's about time to move on. But feelings ARE feelings. I can't help it when I laugh, neither can I control myself when I'm sad. Right now I'm frustrated. Frustrated that I feel upset. Frustrated that I can't get over this. Frustrated that I'm not strong enough to put up a brave front and show you that I'm fine. Frustrated with feeling frustrated. Frustrated that I feel like I messed things up. Frustrated that I fcel that it's all my fault. Frustrated that I feel that I'm not good enough.

It's only 10.10p.m. Please tell me how I'm gonna get through tonight. and I HATEHATEHATE feeling emo. Today is Some Day. I'm frustrated. I'm sad. I'm emo. I'm stressed up. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY??? I wanna tell myself to screw off for being such a pain.