I really wish that I can explain myself to you. really really. But the words came out wrong and the damage is done. I wanna explain, but I get tongue-tied.
You know what I really want?
I just want things to return to where it used to be. Then I try. But I don't know if I'm doing it right.
There was once upon a time where we could talk for 6 hours without feeling bored. Without you feeling awkward. Without me being upset or jealous. Just talking like how good friends do. That's where I want things to be.
Don't know if you're reading this, but I do love you as my friend. And if i'm gonna be your friend, I want to be a good one. (:
I wrote my heart down.
3:01 PM