1) When people cancel on me last minute without a valid reason
2) When i am not being assertive enough
3) when i don't walk away knowing very well i should
4) And i know, i know that i'm the only one bothering
Never thought i'll say this but i've been daydreaming about me going to Melb alone. Like 'whhhaaat?Nat wanting to be alone?? She's like always the one looking for company right?' Well right now i don't.
Perhaps noncommital and promise breaking friends are the cause of it.
I'm sick of
- Having a best friend who doesn't reply my messages
- Stupid guys who stalk me
- Stupid guys in general
- Being taken for granted
- Friends who only ask me out when they have problems
- Friends who only contact me when they want something
yada yada.
So now that i've made my grievances, sadly i don't feel better. It makes me even more upset that even in this state of mind i still have to do stupid scanning of documents at work.
I wrote my heart down.
3:31 PM