1) Got a C for my major 50% assignment. Don't get me wrong, it's not my first C and i'm pretty sure it'll not be the last. It's just that I've been doing so badly this semester and i thought maybe this particular subject can help pull my grades up since i've been consistent and getting Bs for all my assignments. And seriously, i expected a B for my final assignment too. It's more than a grade difference..it's abt not meeting up to my expectations. If you ask me, i try for every single subject i take. I procastinate but i do my work and it's not slip shod. why in the world i am doing crap for my studies?I'm not too sure why.
2) I am not going to Melbourne anymore. That was the only thing i was looking forward to in all my weeks of school. I am not even looking forward to the holidays because i know i will be working if i'm not going overseas.Seriously, i need a BREAK from everything. It's claustrophobic to be stuck here. And now i have nothing at all to look forward to.
3) Seems like everything i do gets on my dad's nerves. Including washing clothes. Did i mention that he was the one who also decided that we aren't going to Melbourne anymore? I mean,they've been harping abt it for a few months now..like threatening me with it..'save money on ur clothes if you wanna go melbourne'...and look who's the promise breaker. I HATE IT WHEN YOU BRING MY HOPES UP SO HIGH ONLY TO CRUSH IT AT THE END OF THE DAY.If you can't keep to a promise, then don't make one in the first place and i won't be disappointed.
I need to go somewhere. And haha good news. I will be stuck here doing my internship for the next 6 moths from April so no hopes of an overseas trip anytime soon.
I'm sorry, but i feel like smashing something and i want my dad to stop and listen to all i have to say without getting pissed off at my 5th sentence.
I wrote my heart down.
11:46 PM