For the times when I....
became religious;
looked at people without Love;
wept at the altar but went home unchanged;
start flippant conversations when really, i should have been talking abt You;
succumbed to sleep instead of sitting at Your feet and spend time with You;
only choose to look at my own circumstances and become self-centred;
am lazy and reluctant to serve;
broke Your heart;
look at my life and do not see the purpose You have for me in it;
do not have faith even though i say i believe in You;
have pride in my heart and think tt there's a slight chance i could make it without You;
belittle myself;
overestimate my abilities;
fall into self-pity;
am more willing to be encouraged than to encourage;
want to be understood more than i want to understand others;
I'm sorry.
But I know I love You and nothing's going to take that away from me.
I wrote my heart down.
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