Don't get me wrong. I'm not about to run an anti-PAP rally anytime..It's just that i can't feel any excitement in my bones. I woke up at 2p.m. today for starters.Walked around my house like a zombie and settled down with a plate of Nasi Lemak. After late lunch,I proceeded to switch on my computer and aimlessly surfed some sites while pondering how in the world i am going to go about doing my project which is due this thursday, and have yet to start on. And here I am typing this.
and yet, i have gotten the big picture. Despite my incredibly lousy results this semester, I do not lament as much as before anymore. Because the key to contentment is not to count your failures or pick on your incapabilities but through counting little things you have. If there is one thing i learnt this week, it is that we are all created with limitations. Only God is perfect is every aspect. For such a long time i've wondered where my talents are. Some are natural-born musicians while some are just plain smarty-pants. I am neither. I can't sew, i am not THAT creative and i can't draw for nuts. I'll be lying if i told you i am completely happy with myself. If there is one thing i want, i want to be able to sing well. I don't know where that came from, but i really want to do that and play the guitar. I want to pen down my utmost feelings, create a tune and play it. But if i am not able to do that, then it's alright. I'll still count my blessings.
Guys, when you are reading this, remember to leave me a tag and tell me what your talents are and what you think my talents are as well. (:
I wrote my heart down.
5:33 PM